Hello those who read here.
I have been in a bit of a slump. Perhaps an identity crisis or something. I’m approaching 30 and my oldest baby is now in full time school.
I’ve been wearing make-up lately. It is something I do when I am feeling down. The one time I wore a skirt and got “dolled up” for school was the day after the town undertaker drove into me while I was biking (my bike was totaled). I think dressing fancy will make me feel better but it makes me feel like I’m not me. I guess that is what I’m going for.
I’ve also been watching tv. This is something youtube makes possible. I almost fit in with the mom’s at my kid’s school who look all done up and were recently talking to me about how boring their days are when their kids are at school but how stressful they are when the kids are at home.
This is a bit step just to write something again. I’m fighting it. I am also grateful that I have a first world problem and can feel lost and fuzzy while comfortable and well-fed. My kids are happy and healthy. I have a plan. This will be an awesome year.
Thank-you for being part of it.